REFLECTING ON RECALIBRATING MY PRACTICE

#100daysofpractice and REFLECTING ON RECALIBRATING MY PRACTICE

One week post-recital, and the past few days I have deliberately taken it slower in my practice, both literally (metronome at 42 iykyk) and metaphorically. 

I am keeping up the habit of showing up every day, maintaining consistency, but awarely recalibrating what to do with my time. 

Once an event you have prepared for with so much anticipation happens, there is this void… at least there has been for me. It was as if I immediately needed to have something as important in my schedule that would keep me working, or on my toes. And what is so curious is that although I do, I still felt this release that was simultaneously gratifying and terrifying. 

Being able to separate the “before” and “after” recital rush has been key to help me rethink and reorganize what my priorities and responsibilities are. At the moment, I find myself: reworking my sleep schedule, going back to basics on the cello (which is so tasty, and a topic that probably deserves a post of its on), prioritizing moving my body and fitness, preparing new music (both solo and chamber, and at the forefront of it all finding awareness in all of those activities. 

In any case, I hope this is a reminder to not only allow yourself to take it slow, but to make it a conscious decision. I truly believe this is not you being less productive. At least personally, it has meant quite the opposite. It has meant that when I do decide to do practice or be, it is fully intentional and true, long-lasting learning.